SOMEDAYDREAM + Other Dreams.

Honestly, who didn't have at the very least a minor crush on Somedaydream back in college?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6IhOaZJ7xs

I dreamt of somebody last night. It wasn't necessarily a very good dream, or a very bad one either. It just validated my inner knowing that some things just don't survive tragedies, that love sometimes just fades (and it isn't even anybody's fault that they do), and more importantly, something better is always bound to come along. If you'd ask me right now, What if everything you knew was only one facet of a much more complex situation, would you still say that it isn't worth fighting for anymore? -- I don't know. This is what feels comfortable right now. When I think about all the gentlemen I've fallen for over the past few years, it's very difficult to think of anything bad to say about them at the very top of my head. They were all such good men in their own rights, really, with their own sets of values that I've learned so much from. One introduced me to the joy of plant culture, one taught me.. actually nothing, but I became a well-boundaried person because of him, and one made me realize the value of social cognition in relationships (all relationships). I've yet to really know how to put all my learnings in actual practice-- the only thing I know now is that I should tone down my overthinking just a bit, or a lot. I won't lie though, I feel an Ariana Grande song coming up-- something along the lines of one taught me love, one taught me patience.. ..but step away, Ariana Grande. We're talking about Somedaydream here. OH SOMEDAYDREAM. I think at one point in the early 2010s, so many of us fantasized of "Hey Daydreamer" being the background song of our main character moments, though main character magic wasn't necessarily a thing back then. How did the lyricists of the 2010s just know what we all wanted to hear? I remember when my friends and I were on Tumblr and we'd blog and reblog (and reblog..) fan photos of Rez Toledo. I'm laughing on the inside just typing that. I miss the 2010s. I miss my 2010s waistline, above all things. I miss the shoes and the the peplum dresses. ..but I miss Somedaydream the most. <3